Howdie yall!,

So Ive been away for a while and the only things i was uploading were really crappy or half assed. Well no more! I have been working really hard on new things and getting myself back on track! As those of you who actually look and read my craptastic journals will know, my grandmother passed away on January 26th. It was a quiet passing but it was still devastating. The family has been trudging along and drowning ourselves in things that will keep our minds off of our grief. For and myself it was WoW.

Well now we can no longer keep our heads in the sand like scared Ostriches. I have been working hard on things for class and will scan and upload them soon.

NOTE:
If you like my prints pleease buy one. I know you all can just print them off of your comps but it really shows how much you like anyone's artwork when you buy the print. That and i really need the money >_<

Well I have lots of new artwork. I hope you guys dont get mad at me for spamming your Deviations page. I worked on these for the past month so yea.

Anyways, day befor yesterday i came out of my room to get some water and Dudaranami desided he wanted to use our spare matress that is standing in our living room agenst the wall so i wanted to make him stop. I went to go nudge him with my foot and i kicked the wall spliting open one of my toes and spliting the nail. Painful but it only bled like a drop of blood and it was fine after that.
YESTERDAY thought was horible. I went out to the garage to do the laundry and kicked a block of cement realy hard with my pinkie toe. I thought i broke it cuse it instently started swelling but its not borken. In stead i split it open down to the muscle and i no longer have a nail and it bleeds when i put to much preasure on it. It realy hurts. Im worryed about infection >.<

Well... At 2am (18 minutes ago) my grandmother passed away. Instead of doing what most people do and just bawling there eyes out (which i already did) im here. im here doing.... i dont know what im doing..... what am i doing?

so..... yes... empty head in space.... well inseted of colected thoughts i thought i would just ramble.... maybe... problibly not so much.

So my gram came home. We have a 24 hour nurse living with us for a few days. Dont know how long this will last honestly. She cant get up and go to the bathroom so we are going to have to have a in home nurse stay with us at all times. I just hope i get along with them. Im home from school for 3 weeks. I have no pen for my tablet so i left it at the droms. I miss the dorms... Im getting fat(er) on al the food im eating hear. has moved in with me and my mom. If we cant get our own place soon i might move back home.. Honestly i dont want to. I love it at the dorms.


Anyways, I hope you guys dont mind all the tredistional stuffs ive been posting. Im working on a few full pictures and some new teniques. Let me know if you guys have any ideas for some pics Im up for anything right now.

Well, My grandmother has been in and out of the hospitle for about the past month. Friday we found out that she is in the end stages of bone cancer. We dont know how much longer she has but its not looking good. After just going threw this with my dad i am definatly not ready for this agien. Let alone so soon. I just dont know what to do. There realy isnt anything i can do. This is just something i dont want to go threw agien. I have had 2 breck downs since friday and my poor mom is having to deal with everything...